Devi
I’m 30 years old and got married last year (arranged marriage).
I have a loving husband. And I thought I’m having a good in-law too when I see
the way they treated me for the first time.
Within two weeks after my wedding, they showed their true
color. They stopped me from visiting my parents even though our house is just 7
minutes far.
In this one year, I only went to my parent’s house for just one
day. They also didn't allow me and husband to go anywhere. We must just sit within
the house only.
They have a maid. But still they treat me as one. I need to
do all the housework, take care of their shopping, gardens, and even I have to
prepare everything for the maid too. I am a slave for them.
But day by day it’s getting worse. I’m mentally disturbed. I
cannot do anything that I like, even reading a book. I could not sleep early. I
must wake up early, even though their daughter will wake up at 8 AM.
I’m not allowed to spend time with my husband, except for
the sleeping time. I have no freedom to do anything. Every day, they throw
words towards me. I’m hurt a lot.
They always blame me and my parents. They wanted my parents
to always come to their house and taking care of them (my mother-in-law especially).
They wanted people to be their slaves and follow their instructions.
Sometimes, I feel like want to stop everything and go back
to my parents. I’m very happy when I am with my parents.
But, at the same time I love my marriage relation and my
husband. I know he is also hurt inside.
Help me to overcome this problem. I couldn't take it
anymore. There are so many things that I cannot say here. I wanted to go out of
this house with my husband.
Naran
Chant “WINGS WITH LIGHT DIVINE” as many times as possible.
Write “I am sorry. Please forgive me. Love thanks divine” in
a notebook for 51 times a day.
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